Chapter 6- Freedom is Painfull

The freedom is really painful, it is good for only the one who release it.

The love since so long, in a sudden getting so alone, feel awkward for it.

The journey looking for true heart is now ends. Taking a full stop after a while getting

abused and used in a very long journey, me as the writer also felt the same as that thread

the thread wasn't just that thread. The thread is just a mirror of my exhausted soul and dried

because of a long wait for what are long owned now lost.

I still don't have guts to love again, even just pretend to love by just saying "I love You" again.

that just make the thread so stretched and can be break easily.

freedom is just a word. the journey for it is what we can take for our lesson.

But for now the thread will make the last stand. Life is about to choose. Better we chose better we got. Nobody's perfect. Me too. It is better to change ourselves before change other. If there is a hot water as the world. We can choose to be carrot, coffee, and sugar.

carrot(in hot water): it be soft and not as hard as before...

this is good too, we make example of the world

we lived in, and change for the better.

coffee(in hot water): it will change the look of water

this is better, we can change the world

so it is fit to us and lived in it easily

sugar(in hot water):it will change the water taste

this is the best result, it change world

without even change the look of the world

so everyone can live in harmony and happily

but if me, i wont choose any of above, i just want to be the ice, so no one change because of the world and they can be who they want to be. From there we can see their true heart and behaviour.